by Self-Inflikted

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released July 29, 2013

Merci à Vincent Bigaillon et à la M.A.I. de Nancy.



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Track Name: Possessed
Waiting my time, I hear your fuckin' steps
Born dead and servile
Giving the slave a right for his rise
Dying to give a path for your life

I feel i'm turning into a slave possessed

Friendship and pain are deadly links
Feeling death to feel life

Darkness takes place in my spirit
in your hands and cutting out my throat
Through my eyes and pulling out my soul

Total possession, fragile puppet
I obey without choice of my reflection
Give your orders, I execute
Give my weapons, so I can make my war

Total possession, fragile puppet
Fuck you all' I keep my choice of reflection
Give your orders, I execute
Give my weapons, so I can make my war.
Track Name: My Funeral
Am I haunted by a curse ?
the one that's make me alone
And make my rage grows up
'Cause each night I see my soul
floating on the floor until the death raped it
she's show me the way to live
the best I can keep, and through her pain
she told me how to sell my poor life

I feel nothing when they kill me
Still screaming how I like it
Show you the horror of my acts
I’d rather to watch it for real
And teach you how to get this hate

Every day I try in vain to be better
I see flames around me and they burn my fate
You must running when sun’s rising
If I can catch you, blood rain will fall like tears
Every times it happened, I die more and more
So I stop the fight and let myself go
I just hope in one thing is that you will be there
And sit on the first place at my Funeral

Liar !!
I wish I spread your life
Suffer !!
I just can't get enough
Pleasure !!
At the end to watch you die
After !!
Emptyness will fill my mind

All the time I fall face down
and scream my pain trough the heart
I always feel empty ‘cause
nothing can't bring me happiness
Can you try to look in my eyes ?
Maybe you'll see how I can die !
and if you taste my blood
You get answers

I count the dead by thousands
and they all have my face
A punishment for sin and decadence
First step in the grave after my last breath
If only I had something to lose
If only I am part of those are good
This is the price, life pays less
Drop of sand, enjoy the emptiness
Track Name: Loneliness
I'm loneliness
Certainly growin'
I fill life by ruinin' your mind
Just as envy eats away at you
Tell me what you want me to do

By your build up of rage
I'll give you the truth I see my life
Until your death
Do everything that I've told You.

You are alone
In my darkness
without a way out !
Can't leave this place
When you're at my side
You create my fear by telling your lies.

I'm The one that shows you what you like
But You're tired to waste your time
By my build up of rage
Don't You fuckin' stare at me

Day by day, You fad'n yourself
Everyone forgot you, except me
I stayed here at your side
I became your best enemy

You're my dirty slave
Nobody can help you

I'm living under pressure
I'm laughing at you for sure
I've lost the will only remain the pills
Your life is in my hand
Track Name: Breath
The reapers will come for you tonight
Before sleepin', no last goodbye
Shadows are here, you can see their shapes
Closin' to you, sharpennin' their nails
Feel their breath
On your neck
Tight heart, don't yell
Deadly cold,
hands caress,
your skin,
Enjoy the sounds of cuttin' flesh !!

Visions of terror resound in your head
The fear seizes you, they read it on your face
Tryin' to hide but no eyelids, choking in your blood
Your tears are flowing too late.

But the more you're afraid, the more they laugh
No joyful things help to calm down
In one shot, everything is quiet!

With fuckin' trust coming back, you throw a look
Shackin' by fear, your shit on you
Time stopped, deadly silence reigns in the room
When death arrived,
When death was close,
This death is yours...